Whose death is it anyway?

We have one life and our aim should be to pass through the journey in such a way that we are truthful, respectful, and gentle and have empathy for others. How do we give respect to others? Why do we respect others? Whom should we respect? These are the questions that came to my mind when a friend of ours died. The departed soul was a respected professional, gentle, truthful and always had empathy for others. Such person should have been reciprocated by the same thoughts and deeds by others after he departed. We should have same philosophy for life irrespective of how others are and how they behave with you.

This person was a “non-believer”. His views, about the “after death” were very clear as he had already told his first family in clear terms about not performing “any” religious stuff after his death. After his death, things began well, with no religious stuff at the time of cremation, plain cremation. Respecting his views family followed his wishes, they respected him. Though it was very late at night it was decided to wait for one of his siblings, who was staying far, to reach for the cremation. This was also I am sure must be one of his wishes.

I want to explain my observation of events at the time of his funeral. I have not spoken to anyone from his close family and I am just writing the thoughts that came to mind. Our friend lived his life in a small town and was a respected professional. When his body was being taken from home to the hearse, some religious stuff was performed by his neighbors. His immediate family almost lost control over the situation; family almost became spectators.

In Hinduism, after death religious functions are held after a certain number of days depending on age old traditions. In this case since he was a “non-believer” a decision was taken by close family, initially, NOT to have anything religious. So far so good. Then suddenly we came to know that there will be religious ceremony on a certain day, not one but two of them, held one after another, believe it or not, the same ceremony. One was at their home and next one was at their work place/cum old home! If this change was decided by close family I respect the family’s decision. But did the close family respect the departed soul who did not want any religious events post death. In such situations it is incorrect to say that something is correct or wrong because everything depends on the perspective. Why did the close family take this decision? Were they pushed by other relatives into taking this decision? Were they forced to take such decision? I came to know later that this decision of double Puja, was taken to “take care” of bad vibes, as there was a marriage in the family after 3 months. Amen!

Who should take such decisions? The close family or the next level of family or by society? Why such decision could have been taken? In Hinduism it is suggested to perform these religious functions after  death, so that evil will go away!! Is death evil? Is almost a natural death bad? How does a loving peaceful souls death lead to bad events in your family or create bad vibes? How will this natural process cast a long shadow of death on your family and the events that will take place in family in future? How do you know that performing religious Puja will ensure that everything will be hunky dory in your family? Does it ensure that no bad thing will ever occur in your family? Will there be no deaths in the family? What is bad about death? Yes it is bad and shocking if it happens to a young person, as an out of turn event.

I will share with you an example which I had noticed when I attended another cremation recently. At the cremation many people can be present but one can make out generally who is family. During this event another cremation was taking place. I saw a gentlemen whom I could judge that he was family. This was confirmed next day when he was also present to collect the ashes, generally first family would attend this chore. At both occasions his cell phone was regularly ringing and he was all the time busy attending the same!! I cannot imagine that a person from the close family is so busy, that he had to take his calls all the time during this process. Is one really so busy? You cannot be involved with the family even for a small duration when death has occurred? Can you not respect the departed soul? At least for the last journey one is expected to honour the dead person. In Hinduism dead body is treated on par with Him!! Whenever you see an unknown funeral passing by, you automatically bow!! Maybe the cell phone guy was GOD himself!!

In all this discussion we have forgotten about  the wishes of the departed person. Should we not respect him? It will be polite to follow his views which do not affect anyone. What is wrong in having views different than the “normal” views? Then again what is a “normal” view? My friends I am confused. How the so called educated persons follow things that have no scientific background? Why under the garb of religion, things are pushed on the family? Why could the close family not resist such a push? Did they do it to err on the “safe” side by following the so called traditions? I hope my thoughts will give the few people who will read this blog, strength to resist such pushes in life. RIP Sir!!


Grey or Gray?

I was really not sure how this word is spelled but this was solved the usual way; Grey is British and Gray is American!! What does Grey represent? Grey is supposed to be one of the dullest colors and not many like this colour. When we have gloomy weather we say it’s dull and grey! We always talk of greying population when we talk of group of people who are past their prime. Then there is “50 shades of Grey”! Here Grey is a name of the person who, in the context of dull, “has been” words hovering around “Grey” the color, is totally different. This “Grey” is opposite in thought process. Though he is a successful family man he “wants” Anastasia as he is consumed by the need to control everything. This is where the grey fun starts.

Men with grey hair are supposedly mature, maybe over the hill, and not so interesting. But in human race why female species is generally “never grey”? Why do they always mask their greyness with different hues of black, brown, golden and what have you colors? Oh, I forgot about Henna!! These “colours” change with age. Even the manufacturers for the products used, change with the age group. Senior, mature, older and actual grey generation continues with good old Godrej brand. The “on the go” generation goes for Revlon and ahmm L’Oreal/Garnier, nothing else. The brands will put you back by a pile but how can I have grey hair!!

Hey we are only talking on Grey & Black hair but we have forgotten baldies! Baldies are again a different set of people. Again why are men bald and not many women? Nature has its own way of deciding rules. The baldy does not usually mask his hair but he sometimes wears a hair piece or tries to hide his baldness with available hair. Why do people try to do things against nature?

From the real world, look at people who carry their Grey hair with elegance & grace. To name a few, George Clooney, Richard Gere, Bill Clinton, Naseeruddin Shah, Milind Soman, Waheeda Rehman. If you see the list, men generally carry their greyness, gracefully with age but women are not very comfortable. Why is it so? Why can’t ladies be like Waheeda Rehman?

Waheeda Rehman (1)

Waheeda Rehman (2)


Greyness is also a mind-set. Some people “Grey” at the age of 40 and by 60 they are really “old”. Then there are some who are “black” at 70! It is very interesting to understand human mind. I have been reading that elegant grey gentlemen are favorites of the damsels. What is that attracts the ladies to “Grey Guys”? Who says that men will not be attracted to Grey ladies? Grey hair, if properly maintained have their elegance, grace and maturity. Is this what younger men and women are looking for in older Greys?

A few years back I met my classmates in Mumbai for our school reunion. I met, some of them after almost 40 years (yes I have Grey hair but Black in mind). My friend Mangal when she met me, took me aside and asked me “Hey Pramod, how can you move around so easily with your Grey hair?” I said, “Look, I know that you also have Grey hair obviously masked,(or you may also say white hair) but I do not have Grey hair!! But my hair is Silver Blonde!!” It is the attitude as to how you look at things. It is same as looking at glass which is half full or half empty. It is how you look at the situation, how you approach life that is important.

I am keenly waiting for some damsel falling for my elegant Grey hair, but no luck yet!! Maybe Grey hair also teaches you patience!! Cheers.